Ball Nite

I was hoping to go for Utar Ball Nite since las year,
I wanted to go wif all my lovely frens,
including pingping, maymay, fanny, stephy, lok lok, lingling, jianjian, n me......

But bcz of some unpredictable reasons,
some of them decided not to go Utar ball,
I felt depressed bcz the dream I hoping for n fantasy with destroyed,
a dream for half year,
destroyed within few days......

Some of them tot tat i was angry bcz they r not goin to ball,
but tats not true!!!
Im reli no angry at all,
reli....
I juz felt sad n has been cried for tat......

Although i dislike ppl broke promise,
but I will understand their reasons o situations,
reli understand......

I juz feel sad bcz u all cant go,
is bcz v cant create a beautiful memory together,
is bcz v cant take beautiful pic wif full-dress.
I doesn't meant tat v never create beautiful memories b4,
it juz bcz i wan the first time whn I full-dressing,
is go ball wif u all.
I wanna share my 1st time wif u all.

The dream fantasy for half year is:
I was thinking tat day v all full-dressing,
den v sit in 1 table talk talk talk n laugh together,
laugh of some 38 38 things,
its reli a wonderful scene.
But the wonderful scene,
cant be true anymore......

I dono how much time i wil left from now on,
but at least i wan be wif fren n create perfect, wonderful n excited memories.
At least whn i bcome old,
i wil take all of our pics,
share wif my grandchildren,
n tell them:"tats all my best fren in my life!! v very 38 tat time....."

I hope tat our frenship would never change,
I hope tat not other things can affect our frenship,
I hope tat no gap among us,
I hope tat v can share things together,
I hope tat no ppl being boycott among us,
No matter wat they told me about u all bad things,
I will forget wat they told me.
Its all juz bcz-----V r best fren!!!!

I treated u all same in my heart for sure.
So hope u all same.....
I reli hope....

24.01.2009
12.32pm