Gav3 uP

In my blog
I wanted to write everything about you
Any feelings of me to you
I was holding a hope on you
A hope that I never thought
And no dare to hope before


But seems like
I'm thinking too much
Fantasy too much
It's all because
You told me
"Single is better"


Another thing is
Either your eyes or your heart
I feels like
You doesn't see me
From what I did
I think too obvious that everyone can see
But you don't have any respond at all
From what I have observed
From your words


Thus
I decided
To delete my feelings on you
and don't want to think too much
Fantasy too much
It's all will just let me disappointed
Let me sad


Yet
It's not easy to delete the feelings on you
But time can cure everything
As everyone told me
As the theory existed long time ago


Don't know since when
My feelings on you become strong
I miss you every moment
No matter what I'm doing
I'm thinking of you
That's all became a habit
A habit that can't be avoided
Everyday waiting you online
Waiting for your message
All of these became a habit


But
From the moment you said single is better
I wonder myself whether have to give up or not
Now
I got a decision
"GIVE UP"


Give up the habit
Give up the feelings
Give up all my fantasy
Give up any any any feelings on you
Just left friendship in between us


But I appreciate you
Because you have gave me the feelings
That I never experienced before
Before I end up with this blog
The last word I would like to say is
I Love You


After this
The feelings me on you
I will let it reduced day by day
I hope 1 day
I can treat you as my best friend
My brother......


31.01.2009
1.17pm