No mood

Now

No matter what I'm doing

All feel no mood

Do what also no mood

Speak no mood

Study no mood

Think also scare think too much

Sleep also can't sleep well

Sleeping in the mid night also will wake up to go toilet

Online also bored

No people online

Walk also no mood

Need spend money

Walk alone also no mood because no friends accompany me

Start from 4th day of CNY just can stay at home

Because no place can visit

Gamble won money initially but lose at the end

Feel remorse because I can quit from the game earlier

Everyday waiting my hand phone ring

Either sms or call

But very less

Just received some forward messages

Is it I missing someone

Or what?

Why I still thinking of some useless things?

Cant just myself

make my life more meaningful?

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..............

29.01.2009
5.37pm